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# A MAP in Love

A blog by Katie Cruz

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- [Didn't have that on my bingo card...](https://amapin.love/2025/10/06/didnt-have-that-on-my-bingo-card/) - So a few nights ago, I made a post on a local social media site that caters to my town, suggesting we start a coalition to protect immigrants from the gestapo ICE and concentration camps. Nothing in that post advocated for the use of violence or doing anything illegal. Yet, in my redneck, backwoods, rural,
- [Why did God create pedophiles?](https://amapin.love/2024/12/03/why-did-god-create-pedophiles/) - As a Christian, I am often asked about the intersectionality between my faith and my orientation. I've researched and written extensively about it on my blog. https://amapin.love/?s=christianity To answer the initial question, why did God create pedophiles? Simple. God needs people to love, advocate, and care for children. The meaning of pedophilia has been stretched
- [Re: Hate Mail](https://amapin.love/2025/09/27/re-hate-mail/) - So at least this message is respectful and objective. Not just empty threats, KYS, or a tired old woodchipper meme. So I’ll respond to this one: I care about the wellbeing of children just as much if not more than the rest of society. I don’t advocate for illegal or unethical activity. I advocate for
- [I will now donate most of my MMS vendor profits.](https://amapin.love/2025/09/14/i-will-now-donate-most-of-my-mms-vendor-profits/) - Since the inception of MAP Merch Shop, our mission has been to help MAPs show pride in their orientation, and to give back to the MAP community. Over the last two years, our vendors have had the opportunity to donate their profits to MAP spaces and organizations. As I was the head of MMS, I
- [The MAP Camp Controversy](https://amapin.love/2024/09/21/the-map-camp-controversy/) - This past week has been stressful for me. If you're not aware by now, I'm one of the founding directors of MEDAL. Many months ago, we were working on a project called MAP Camp. An event where MAPs can come together and enjoy fellowship with other MAPs, in the beautiful state of Vermont. On paper,
- [Dehumanization Leads To Political Violence](https://amapin.love/2025/09/10/dehumanization-leads-to-political-violence/) - I disagree with Charlie Kirk’s views on just about everything. But I would never wish death upon him. I’m appalled at some of the responses I have seen on the fediverse today, celebrating his death. He wasn’t a murderer. He wasn’t violent toward the people he spoke against. Despite our differences, he is a human
- [AMA - A Conversation with a Questioning MAP](https://amapin.love/2025/08/27/ama-a-conversation-with-a-questioning-map/) - A while back, I had someone reach out to me with feelings they didn't understand. We had a long conversation over the course of a month. Here are some excerpts of my half of the conversation. *This person opened up about their feelings.* Many of us as MAPs have gone through these same emotions, where
- [MAP Merch Shop Seeks New Owner to Continue Its Legacy of Community Support and Activism](https://amapin.love/2025/03/23/map-merch-shop-seeks-new-owner-to-continue-its-legacy-of-community-support-and-activism/) - For Immediate Release: MAP Merch Shop Seeks New Owner to Continue Its Legacy of Community Support and Activism After two years of dedicated service to the MAP and adjacent communities, MAP Merch Shop is seeking a passionate new owner to carry forward its mission of empowerment, activism, and giving back. Founded by Katie Cruz in
- [My thoughts on the whole Epstein case](https://amapin.love/2025/07/18/my-thoughts-on-the-whole-epstein-case/) - First, let me say that I hope the women and girls who were victimized by Epstein find peace and receive justice. I really don't even want to address Epstein as he does not represent the MAP community. But, with it making news, the MAP community is likely to wind up in the crossfire. Yes, we
- [Staring Down My Own Mortality](https://amapin.love/2025/07/10/staring-down-my-own-mortality/) - There’s something so poetic and romantic about dying of a broken heart after losing the love of your life. I wish I could say the same about kidney failure. For years, I’ve been burning the candle at both ends. And now it’s catching up with me. They’re just two of an ever growing list of
- [Where's mine?](https://amapin.love/2025/06/05/wheres-mine/) - I've been working on self-care for the last several months, and I feel like I've made a lot of progress. My mental health and even my physical health have improved, and I feel I'm on the right track. Things are finally improving in my life, where I don't have to worry about surviving and trying
- [Why are feminists silent on female MAPs?](https://amapin.love/2025/05/13/why-are-feminists-silent-on-female-maps/) - A question was recently posed on B4um about why feminists are so silent in regards to female MAPs. The original post listed three possible reasons for this: 1) Female MAPs don't exist. ALL MAPs are male, so it make no sense to talk about "Female MAPs" 2) Female MAPs exists, but we don't talk about
- [The Philosophy Behind Contact Stances.](https://amapin.love/2023/12/17/the-philosophy-behind-contact-stances/) - Before 2012, there was no widespread identification with or discussion of contact stances. We were all just MAPs, and for the most part, we all got along. Then in 2012, a group of MAPs who were affiliated with B4U-ACT broke away from the organization, to start a new organization called Virtuous Pedophiles. This is often
- [Out MAPs in US need to arm themselves or flee.](https://amapin.love/2025/04/15/out-maps-in-us-need-to-arm-themselves-or-flee/) - If you are an out MAP, or other marginalized person living in the United States, you need to arm yourself, or get out of the US. Recently the Trump administration rounded up and deported many immigrants to a brutal prison in El Salvador, under the guise that they were gang members. Most of the people
- [2024 MAP Merch Shop Financial Disclosures:](https://amapin.love/2025/04/09/2024-map-merch-shop-financial-disclosures/) - Gross: $3,327.94 Expenses: $2648.58 Profit/Loss: +$690.11 Commissions/Donations: Katie Cruz: $330.29 MAP Resources: $193.55 B4U-ACT: $99.75 MEDAL: $45.25 Save The Children: $14.99 Oddballs: $6.28 Gross refers to the total amount of money that came in. Expenses refers to the cost of products, shipping, payment processing fees, and shrink. All shrink is taken out of Katie Cruz's
- [AMA: Does Your Mom Support You?](https://amapin.love/2025/04/05/ama-does-your-mom-support-you/) - Does your mom support you for being a MAP? Like have u come out to her and she's supportive of it? My mother was one of the first people I came out to. I can't say that she approves of me being a MAP, but she loves me regardless of my orientation. She understands and
- [AMA: What happened to Lucy?](https://amapin.love/2025/04/04/ama-what-happened-to-lucy/) - It vaguely mentioned that her parents cut off contact, but why and how did it happen? You two seemed very close and happy together. It's sad that you both lost contact just because of her parents. Lucy’s parents knew I was a MAP since we were in high school. Despite being the butt of all
- [This Is Our Stonewall](https://amapin.love/2025/02/21/this-is-our-stonewall/) - America (and the world) is in chaos. Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion is under threat. Every marginalized community is facing hate, and our rights are being trampled. The progressive left are angry and fighting back. The resistance is strong. We as MAPs need to capitalize on this moment in history to fight for our rights. As
- [Imagine: Election Ad Revenue](https://amapin.love/2024/10/24/imagine-election-ad-revenue/) - US election ad revenue is expected to top $17 Billion in 2024. That's 42,500 houses that could fight homelessness. That could feed 4.2 million people for a full year, which is more than the population of Los Angeles. It could cover a year of healthcare for 1.2 million people. #Imagine if our politicians spent less
- [MAP Merch Shop is Discontinuing Monero as a Payment Option](https://amapin.love/2024/10/10/map-merch-shop-is-discontinuing-monero-as-a-payment-option/) - Effective immediately, MAP Merch Shop is discontinuing Monero as a payment option. Monero has been problematic from the beginning, requiring more work from me, for little return. Monero has also been confusing for our customers. Despite a vocal group advocating for adding Monero as a payment option, out of hundreds of sales over the last
- [A Vision for the Future: How Kamala Harris’s Policies Will Benefit the Children We Love](https://amapin.love/2024/10/08/a-vision-for-the-future-how-kamala-harriss-policies-will-benefit-the-children-we-love/) - I recently watched the Democratic National Convention, where Kamala Harris accepted the nomination for President, and shared her vision for the future of America. I was already a Kamala supporter, but after hearing that speech, I literally said out loud: "America and the world will be in good hands when Kamala Harris is President.” Her
- [This is My Ministry](https://amapin.love/2023/01/02/this-is-my-ministry/) - I joined the MAP community as a young, naive, teen. I was hopelessly in love with little girls and the prospect of a lifetime of loneliness seemed inevitable and devastating. I had radical ideas of legalizing relationships between adults and tween girls and looked for ways to be able to spend time with them. (Though
- [Re: Louisiana Legalizes Surgical Castration of Those Convicted of Raping a Child](https://amapin.love/2024/08/05/re-louisiana-legalizes-surgical-castration-of-those-convicted-of-raping-a-child/) - This piece was originally written for Full MEDAL Journal. The US state of Louisiana has just legalized the forced surgical castration of those convicted of raping a child. From: WAFB - Baton Rouge As of Thursday, August 1, for the first time in the country’s history, child rapists can now be ordered by a judge
- [I will not be intimidated.](https://amapin.love/2024/07/25/i-will-not-be-intimidated/)
- [AMA: Being an Out, Public MAP](https://amapin.love/2024/07/20/ama-being-an-out-public-map/) - I was recently asked a few questions... 1. How did I get comfortable being a public MAP? Years of being in the MAP community. Years of philosophy. I know who I am, and I know what I’m not. No one can take that away from me. 2. What’s it like being out and a public
- [Love is Colorful](https://amapin.love/2024/07/18/love-is-colorful/) - Love is love, and having feelings doesn’t make one a monster. The law was written in black and white. But love is colorful. We can’t condone breaking the law, but the law isn’t always the arbiter of what is ethical. Your feelings are not a flaw. The flaw is society’s reaction to your feelings.
- [Mu's "VERY Important 2025 Principles"](https://amapin.love/2024/07/13/mus-very-important-2025-principles/) - A novel activist group and forum known as "MAP Union" has published a list of "VERY Important 2025 Principles," which they propose as a guide for activism efforts. Improving Visibility of MAPs and AAMs (Adult-Attracted Minors) in society. Combat stigma and misinformation concerning these groups. Promote an accuracy and evidence-based approach to correcting misconceptions. Safe/value-neutral language used to
- [No one can tell you how you feel.](https://amapin.love/2024/06/25/no-one-can-tell-you-how-you-feel/) - Excerpt from a conversation I had with another MAP Just know that having an orientation doesn’t make you a monster. It doesn’t mean you are destined to act unethically. You explained your feelings for children in your previous email. Don’t let anyone tell you that those are not your feelings, or that your feelings are
- [On being out, and the direction of the MAP community.](https://amapin.love/2023/05/24/on-being-out-and-the-direction-of-the-map-community/) - This was part of a conversation I had with a fellow MAP on May 24, 2023. So to be an out MAP, ideally, a lot of things have to line up. You have to make sure you're safe - safe from vigilante violence, safe in your relationships, and safe in your financial wellbeing. For me,
- [Seeking Volunteer Project Manager](https://amapin.love/2024/05/01/seeking-volunteer-project-manager/) - I am seeking a volunteer to manage a particular multimedia MAP activism project. This volunteer would be tasked with: Familiarizing themselves with and sharing the vision for this project. Building and managing a team comprised of many people and jobs that can advance the project forward. Having a basic understanding of the tools and methods
- [My mental health and the state of the MAP fediverse community.](https://amapin.love/2023/08/30/my-mental-health-and-the-state-of-the-map-fediverse-community/) - I'm burnt out. It's been a long time coming. Once I realized I was starting to burn out I tried to make changes to better my mental health, but by then it was too late. Over these past two years, being off work from a traditional job, I dedicated my time to the MAP community.
- [MAP Merch Shop extended outage](https://amapin.love/2024/04/04/map-merch-shop-extended-outage/) - Edit: Original Post: Today, I got an email from one of my distributors, stating they have placed a few orders on hold due to content violations. I've started the appeals process, but I'm not holding out much hope. In the meantime, I've put MAP Merch Shop in Maintenance Mode, while we evaluate our logistics and
- [Re: Reduxx, The DSM, Orientation or Interest](https://amapin.love/2024/04/10/re-reduxx-the-dsm-orientation-or-interest/) - Lol. I'm famous. Or is that notorious? They target me, because I'm the Queenpin. A far-right, TERF site known as Reduxx recently published an article on me (while also misgendering me and linking me to someone else). One thing that stood out is how they decided to edit the screenshot of the DSM that I
- [Supporting innocent children of war ≠ supporting genocide!](https://amapin.love/2024/03/30/supporting-innocent-children-of-war-≠-supporting-genocide/) - I can't believe I even have to say this. Apparently, some of you have been taking words of my blog posts, and twisting it to fit your narrative. Re: How can such evil exist? People on the fediverse have the audacity to say that I support Israel's genocide in Gaza. What the actual fuck? I
- [Complacency...](https://amapin.love/2024/03/27/complacency/) - I have a natural disposition for clinical depression. I think it has something to do with my ADD. I get bored. I'm creatively understimulated. There's all these things that I want to do, yet for whatever reason, I'm unable to. Whether it's lack of money, health issues, lack of connections, where I reside, or simply
- [Coming to terms](https://amapin.love/2021/10/22/253/) - In reply to a MAP who was just coming to terms with their orientation. A lot of MAPs were in denial about their orientation, and some were antis. Before I accepted myself, I thought all pedophiles were bad. I said all sorts of anti-pedophile stuff, almost as a form of overcompensation. We all have our
- [Seeking Volunteer Content Curator for The Mirror Project](https://amapin.love/2024/03/20/seeking-volunteer-content-curator-for-the-mirror-project/) - The Mirror Project was created to archive and preserve MAP history. Unfortunately, I'm involved in so many projects, and haven't had much time to devote toward adding content. I am seeking a volunteer to help procure content for The Mirror Project. You would be tasked with: Finding notable MAP-related content on the internet If necessary, obtaining required permissions from the
- [Letters To Lucy](https://amapin.love/2020/10/29/letters-to-lucy/) - I wanna write a book. “Letters to Lucy.” Basically it would be a collection of memoirs of our time together, as well as thoughts, poems, and just things I would tell her if she were to read this as an adult. 3 goals: 1. A way for me to get closure. 2. Maybe someday she
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/08/16/261/) - With the US withdrawal from Afghanistan, the Taliban has regained control over most of the country. The Taliban is reversing the progress made towards freedom for women and girls in that country. So many girls are being pulled out of schools. Women and girls are going into hiding, and so many Afghani people are trying
- [Should MAPs defend LGBTQ people?](https://amapin.love/2021/05/03/should-maps-defend-lgbtq-people/) - Should we defend LGBTQ people's status in society if they condemn us? While being a MAP doesn’t make one LGBTQ, there are a lot of people who are LQBTQ who are also MAPs. I for one am a lesbian along with being a MAP. And I know several trans and queer MAPs as well. So
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/04/15/265/) - I think Matt Gaetz is a douche for many reasons. But having a consensual relationship with a 17 year old is not one of them. A 17 year old is far from a child. Now if it came out that it wasn’t consensual, then throw the book at him.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/12/04/197/) - I wish I could know whether we’ll end up together in the end, or if she’ll move on without me. Without this closure, I’m stuck in limbo, unable to move on, myself. The odds aren’t in my favor. They never are. I hate this.
- [Re: Power Imbalance and relationship role](https://amapin.love/2021/11/30/power-imbalance-relationship-role/) - Antis and nons always talk about a power imbalance, and question our role in a relationship. “How can you be a lover, a friend, and a guardian at the same time?” Do we have to define it? Why can’t it just be what it is? It’s not a traditional relationship. It’s unique to MAPs. What
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/11/24/201/) - I’d do anything for you baby girl. You mean the world to me. You’re my best friend. My love. Anything for you. 💕👩‍👧
- [Forever grieving](https://amapin.love/2021/11/23/forever-grieving/) - I have always been able to get over adult girlfriends within a month after a break up. But when a girl child is taken out of my life by parents or other extenuating circumstances, I can’t get over them. I’m forever grieving. It hurts. There’s no closure. And I’m left wondering what could have been.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/11/19/205/) - It’ll be 8 years before she’s 18. I don’t know if I’ll see her again before she’s 18, or even after. Am I delusional to wait for her for that long, with no guarantee we’ll end up together in the end? I really don’t wanna be with anyone else, though.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/11/09/207/) - I’ve always felt that if the world could understand us, we wouldn’t be persecuted, we wouldn’t be feared, and we could interact with the ones we’re attracted to, freely. Cause if people understood, they would have no problem with us.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/11/07/209/) - Gorgeous girlie in Paraguay, I long for your love. Your smile is infectious. Your sense of wonder is alluring. I want to feel your arms around me. I want to take in the world from your perspective. Could it be that a kindred spirit lives so far away. Gorgeous girlie from Paraguay
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/10/30/211/) - It’s been a year and a half since I last seen her. But the pain I feel is still heavy. I don’t know how to move on, or get over her. It’s not like we ended on bad terms. Her family just pulled us apart. 😢
- [International Day Of The Girl Child](https://amapin.love/2021/10/11/international-day-of-the-girl-child/) - It's #InternationalDayOfGirlChild, a day where we recognize girls all over the world and the challenges they face in education, body autonomy, and sometimes even basic survival. What can you do to better the life of girls around you, and around the world?
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/10/11/215/) - Added Lucy as a beneficiary to my life insurance policy. Put a clause in my will that if she’s under 18 at the time of my demise, it will go into a trust fund that her parents can’t touch. That way they don’t smoke all of her money away, and maybe she can do better
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/10/10/217/) - Pedo Supastar. That is what you are. Coming from afar. Reaching for the stars. Run away with me. To another place. We can rely on each other uh huh. From one corner to another uh huh.
- [Re: Meeting minors online](https://amapin.love/2021/11/14/meeting-minors-online/) - Re: New Discovery+ TV series to catch paedophiles “Undercover Underage” If people are still stupid enough to try to meet minors online... they kinda deserve what they get. Low hanging fruit. Fuck around and find out.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/09/30/255/) - Focus on the romantic and emotional side of the orientation, not so much the sexual side. Humanize us. We want the same thing everyone else wants. We care deeply about the people we're attracted to. It's about love and not just sex. For a lot of us, it's not about sex at all. Love is
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/09/26/257/) - Occasionally I meet an adult woman that I find myself attracted to. Usually it’s because she has some teen or childlike characteristic, whether physical or personality-wise. It’s very rare, and I still consider myself exclusively attracted to girl children.
- [When did you discover your attraction? Who in your life knows?](https://amapin.love/2021/09/14/when-did-you-discover-your-attraction-who-in-your-life-knows/) - When did you discover your attraction? Who in your life knows? Looking back I’ve always liked young girls, but I started intensely feeling that attraction around puberty. Since I was close in age to them, I didn’t realize I was a MAP until I got older and they stayed the same age. I finally came
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/12/05/102/) - You know, I love her so much, I’d be willing to wait until she’s 18 just for a chance of a relationship. I’m actually turned on imagining her at legal age, the two of us going out at two in the morning in our pajamas to get snacks at the gas station. Laughing and joking,
- [Forever Longing](https://amapin.love/2021/12/05/forever-longing/) - This longing hurts. That’s what I’ve done most of my life. Longing for Lucy. Longing for the perfect girl in my head. Longing for whatever little girl I encountered for a brief moment in time. I spend years longing for girls that are out of reach. And what I’m doing now is probably the same.
- [To Lucy:](https://amapin.love/2022/01/24/to-lucy/) - I love you so much. I’ve missed you these last few years. You’re my best friend. I feel safe with you. When we hold each other, I feel like I’m in heaven. And I’d give anything to be there again. I’ve never felt this way about anyone else before. You mean the world to me.
- [To Lucy:](https://amapin.love/2022/02/08/to-lucy-2/) - I love you so much. I long for you every day and night. You’re my soulmate. My best friend. My lover girl. My queen.
- [](https://amapin.love/2022/03/04/110/) - This is what was playing out in my head last night: I’m spending the day at Lucy’s house, with her and her parents. An alert sounds on all of our phones, that a ballistic missile is inbound. I hold Lucy. I'm sure she already knew the answer, but she asks if we’re going to die.
- [Ethos](https://amapin.love/2021/12/21/ethos/) - Sometimes that’s all we can do. Love them and leave a good impression on them, so when they grow up and look back, they hold no contempt for us. If I’ve done that, then I’m successful, as bittersweet as it may be.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/12/20/191/) - I made the decision to not let society define me. I know my character. I know I’m not the things society says I am. I know I didn’t choose this orientation. Once you realize that, you’ll be free.
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/12/19/193/) - We can’t choose our thoughts and feelings; only our actions. If you know in your mind that you wish no harm, that you have no bad intentions. If you have feelings of love and nurture, you are not a monster. If you know and accept your character, no one can take that away from you
- [](https://amapin.love/2021/12/06/195/) - Every night, I find myself lying awake, longing for Lucy. I can’t shut my brain off. I watch TV, I listen to music, I read… but I can’t fall asleep, and I lay there missing her. Why do I have to carry this burden?
- [Little girl playing soccer with reporters in Ukraine](https://amapin.love/2022/03/06/little-girl-playing-soccer-with-reporters-in-ukraine/) - I'm watching MSNBC, and they are showing footage of refugees, and there's this cute little smiling girl wanting the reporter to play soccer (futbol) with her. Awww she's so cute, and I just feel so horrible that they're going through this shit. I wish I could go over there and play soccer with her. Pick
- [Never grow up?](https://amapin.love/2022/02/28/never-grow-up/) - If you could choose to stay the same age forever would you go for it? Which age would you pick? I'd love to be 13 forever. It's the age where little girls are still beautiful, but you also get more freedom than a younger child, but still not the full responsibility of being an adult.
- [](https://amapin.love/2022/02/26/228/) - Are you more romantically or sexually attracted to children? 95% Maternal/Romantic, 5% Sexual for me. Being a grey asexual, I’m just not all that into sex. I have to be deeply in love and emotionally attached to have a sexual attraction. I see many little girls, out in public, or through pics online and TV
- [🇺🇦 Ukrainian Children in Need](https://amapin.love/2022/02/25/ukrainian-children-in-need/) - I've been watching the news coming out of Ukraine lately, and it's just so heartbreaking what is happening there. There are 7.5 million children in Ukraine who are in grave danger of physical harm, severe emotional distress and displacement following the escalation in hostilities. Being so far away, I feel helpless to stop the harm
- [Disorder or orientation?](https://amapin.love/2022/02/17/disorder-or-orientation/) - Minor attraction is an orientation. It is a hardwired attraction, usually discovered around puberty, just like other orientations such as heterosexuality and homosexuality. Many mental health professionals have called minor attraction an orientation. The DSM-5 states that if the subject doesn’t act illegally on their sexual feelings for minors, and is not distressed by those
- [I got kicked out of college...](https://amapin.love/2022/02/11/i-got-kicked-out-of-college/) - They said I should have focused on my major, rather than my minor. 🤣
- [5 Languages of Love](https://amapin.love/2022/02/07/5-languages-of-love/) - How do you express love to someone? And what expression of love are you most receptive to? Take the quiz to determine your love language: 5 Languages of Love Physical Touch Acts of Service Words of Affirmation Receiving Gifts Quality Time _________________________ My result: I kind of already knew that touch is my language of
- [Re: Article on pedophilia in USA Today](https://amapin.love/2022/01/13/re-article-on-pedophilia-in-usa-today/) - My thoughts on this article: The complicated research behind pedophilia - USA Today There’s a lot of problematic rhetoric in the article from both Dr Cantor, and Anna Salter. I wish other, less controversial, MAP researchers would talk to the media instead of Cantor. He continues to perpetuate outdated stereotypes. I hate how the article
- [It's Only Rock n Roll...](https://amapin.love/2021/12/21/its-only-rock-n-roll/) - I always thought It’s Only Rock n Roll by The Rolling Stones was a MAP song in disguise. Can’t ya see this ole boy is getting lonely. If I could stick a knife in my heart Suicide right on stage Would it be enough for your teenage lust Would it help to ease the pain?
- [Re: Has a little girl ever grown up and disappointed you with what she's become or what she believes?](https://amapin.love/2021/12/15/has-a-little-girl-disappointed/) - Re: Has a little girl ever grown up and disappointed you with what she's become or what she believes? This happened to me with J. She was a loving, friendly, and affection girl. I was in love with her, and hoped to one day marry her. I even got her family’s blessing when she turned
- [](https://amapin.love/2022/03/19/112/) - I was watching Justice League a little bit ago. There’s a scene where The Flash saves this family who’s vehicle stalled while they were trying to escape from danger. He has a moment with this little girl. Couldn’t speak much of her language, but he awkwardly said hi to her. I know it wasn’t intended
- [](https://amapin.love/2022/04/11/187/) - I had met another female MAP on Twitter last year. Her name was Alyssa. She was out to the world, sharing pictures of herself with GLogo earrings. She was hella cool, down to earth, and I can tell she had good intentions when it comes to children. Very wise beyond her years. And then like
- [Korephilia](https://amapin.love/2022/04/18/korephilia/) - I learned a new term today. Korephilia is often described as the female equivalent to pederasty - women who love girls, and often have maternal/romantic feelings for them. I guess that describes me. It's a badge I'll wear proudly. And thus I've created a symbol for it. It takes inspiration from the GLogo. I call
- [](https://amapin.love/2022/05/02/325/) - The last time we were together, Lucy karaoked “Jester” by Badflower. I just watched the music video to that song, and between the lyrics and the plot of the video, and me associating that song with Lucy, it's so heart-wrenching.
- [Jealousy](https://amapin.love/2022/05/08/jealousy/) - I don't wanna be the jealous, possessive type. But I'm very protective of the little girls in or who have been in my life. I get angry when I see threats, real or perceived, toward my relationships. I don't make sexual comments about other people's loved girls. And I have no desire to interfere in
- [Re: Coming out to someone.](https://amapin.love/2022/05/08/coming-out/) - Re: Coming out to someone. I know often when we first come to the realization that we're MAPs, we want to come out to the world and get it off of our chest. I know several MAPs who have felt that way, myself included. I made the mistake of coming out to everyone I knew
- [When will it be enough?](https://amapin.love/2022/05/24/when-will-it-be-enough/) - When will it be enough? How many children have to die until we finally take action? How long will we be complicit with gun violence? Better background checks. Red Flag laws. Better mental healthcare access. Hold gun manufacturers accountable. Whatever needs to be done, should be done to PROTECT OUR CHILDREN!
- [The children we lost in Uvalde](https://amapin.love/2022/05/25/the-children-we-lost-in-uvalde/) - I'm sick. I'm in tears. I'm angry that the most innocent among us can be taken in such a heinous, and violent way. That this has become so prevalent in America. Remember their names. This link is to a Twitter thread with names and pictures of the victims. https://twitter.com/ndelriego/status/1529302566911213568
- [Imprinting](https://amapin.love/2022/06/11/imprinting/) - “It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s
- [](https://amapin.love/2022/09/05/373/) - It’s not fair. I saw new pics of her today. She’s growing up. Without me. She’s got boobs now. Looks like her mom. So fuckin beautiful. And I just don’t understand why I can’t be in their lives. Why I can’t be in her life? It’s not fair. I’m so lost.
- [September 10, 2001](https://amapin.love/2022/09/11/september-10-2001/) - Most of us remember where we were on the day of the September 11, 2001 attacks. But do you remember the day before? The innocence and security we felt? The world changed on 9/11. The children we love will never experience the world as we did before that fateful day. I watched a video created
- [Our Stonewall is coming...](https://amapin.love/2022/11/24/our-stonewall-is-coming/) - I think we will soon see a mass social rejection of the far-right's hatred, as people move toward a more progressive and empathetic worldview. Pair that with continued scientific research, and there's going to be a societal reckoning on the level of Stonewall, for the MAP community. -Katelyn Marie Cruz 24 Nov 2022 It’s gonna
- [Letting Ourselves Be Vulnerable](https://amapin.love/2023/01/05/letting-ourselves-be-vulnerable/) - I had the pleasure of meeting a fellow MAP through video chat yesterday. This person is someone I've talked with for a few years online. I've always gotten good vibes from them, and we've become rather close recently. It was a fun chat and it was cool to be able to put a face to
- [Who does this help?](https://amapin.love/2023/01/29/who-does-this-help/) - One of the philosophies I try to adhere to is asking: Who does this help? In the midst of conflict, ask yourself who is this helping? What good can come out of what I'm saying or doing right now? If you can't give an honest answer about how it helps, that's when you should reevaluate
- [Overcoming Strife Together is Romantic](https://amapin.love/2023/02/25/overcoming-strife-together-is-romantic/) - In reply to someone who shared the challenges they faced in their childhood: I lived a pretty sheltered life. I didn't have nearly as many of the challenges you had growing up. But there's something I envy about your story. Maybe it's my messiah complex... that I'm a caretaker by nature. I wish I had
- [Survey: Understanding MAP Attitudes and Beliefs about Attractions to Children](https://amapin.love/2023/03/06/survey-understanding-map-attitudes-and-beliefs-about-attractions-to-children/) - This survey explores the beliefs held by MAPs about their attractions. Participants will be asked to complete a survey that will last for 15-20 minutes, and respond to a range of different questions about their identity, and beliefs about attractions to children. There are also questions about wellbeing, social relationships, and sexual behaviors. The research
- [Guess who's back...](https://amapin.love/2023/03/19/guess-whos-back/) - Guess who's back. Back again. Katie's back. Tell a friend. After a slightly irritating incident with who I've dubbed "TikTok Bitch" an anti who was targeting me, I am reopening the blog. Unfortunately, due to the misinformation she has spread, and because she allegedly contacted and traumatized the family of [REDACTED], I have hidden all
- [Anonymous survey for friends, family members, and partners of MAPs](https://amapin.love/2023/03/23/anonymous-survey-for-friends-family-members-and-partners-of-maps/) - Anonymous survey for friends, family members, and partners of MAPs Friends, family members, and partners of MAPs play an important role in their lives, but little is known about how these people experience having a relationship with somebody who is attracted to children. This survey will explore the experiences of MAPs’ friends, family members, and
- [The Keys to Self-Acceptance](https://amapin.love/2023/03/24/the-keys-to-self-acceptance/) - I was recently asked how I was able to accept myself as a minor-attracted person. It was only after I realized: I didn't choose this orientation. An unchosen orientation doesn't make one evil. I'm comfortable with my feelings. I know that I have no bad intentions and would never hurt anyone. Especially a little girl.
- [MAP Merch Shop](https://amapin.love/2023/03/27/map-merch-shop/) - For Immediate Release: MAP Merch Shop is proud to announce the launch of our brand-new eCommerce site. At MAP Merch Shop, we understand the importance of expressing your identity and showing pride in who you are. That's why we're thrilled to offer a wide variety of high-quality products designed specifically for the MAP community. Our
- [MAPs Wanted for Study on Interpersonal Relationships](https://amapin.love/2023/03/29/maps-wanted-for-study-on-interpersonal-relationships/) - MAPs Wanted for Study on Interpersonal Relationships This survey investigates the experiences of MAPs in their relationships with friends, family members, and partners. It asks about the general importance and quality of interpersonal relationships, and perceptions of social stigma. You will also be asked about your specific relationships with people you have disclosed to (where
- [Survey: Understanding how individual characteristics affect attractions to children](https://amapin.love/2023/04/07/survey-understanding-how-individual-characteristics-affect-attractions-to-children/) - Survey: Understanding how individual characteristics affect attractions to children You are invited to take part in a study aimed at understanding the characteristics of people, including children, that people find attractive. This survey will ask you some questions about you and your attractions, before asking you to rate the attractiveness and characteristics of photographs of
- [MAPs Who Are Parents Wanted for New Study](https://amapin.love/2023/05/01/maps-who-are-parents-wanted-for-new-study/) - MAPs Who Are Parents Wanted for New Study Study Leads: Dr. Craig Harper, Dr. Rebecca Lievesley Postgraduate Researchers: Bryony Gill, Olivia Pointer, Nottingham Trent University The aims of the research project are to investigate parenting-related characteristics of people both with and without sexual attractions to children. People who are attracted to children and are also
- [Katie's sites in need of donations](https://amapin.love/2023/05/03/katies-sites-in-need-of-donations/) - UPDATE: The donation goal has been reached. Thank you to everyone who donated and shared. Katie's sites in need of donations Ok, I hate to ask this. The hosting for my sites is coming due on May 17. These sites include: A MAP In Love The Mirror Project MAP Merch Shop I am running low
- [We're building a movement](https://amapin.love/2023/05/05/were-building-a-movement/) - I can feel it. We're building something big here. People are showing pride in themselves, and our orientation. MAPs are taking care of their own. People are organizing, educating others. I've seen the promised land. We may not get there today, or this year, or in a few years... but we will reach the promised
- [Study on Self-Disclosure Experiences](https://amapin.love/2023/05/07/study-on-self-disclosure-experiences/) - From B4U-ACT: https://www.b4uact.org/self-disclosure-study-may-23/ B4U-ACT is supporting a new study conducted by Zsuzsi Bayer, a masters student at Instituto Humanista de Psicoterapia Gestalt (IHPG) in Mexico. The study aims to explore the experiences of people who choose to confide in someone about an attraction to children. You are eligible to participate in this study if you are at
- [Re: rumors of a member of MAP Merch Shop being compromised](https://amapin.love/2023/05/12/re-rumors-of-a-member-of-map-merch-shop-being-compromised/) - For Immediate Release: 2023/05/12 MAP Merch Shop katie@mapmerch.shop We are aware of recent rumors that a member of the MAP Merch Shop team has been compromised. Those rumors are untrue. I am currently in contact with all of the team members. We do take security seriously at MMS, and will always do our due diligence
- [An opportunity to participate in a discussion with researchers!](https://amapin.love/2023/05/13/an-opportunity-to-participate-in-a-discussion-with-researchers/) - An opportunity to participate in a discussion with researchers! From Science Director Allen Bishop at B4U-ACT: Hey everybody, We are looking for MAPs to take part in a discussion with researchers that will be held on Sunday, May 21st, from 11am to 12pm EST. This is part of the B4U-ACT Online Colloquium series. We are
- [Re: On the necessity of eventually becoming a visible presence](https://amapin.love/2023/03/30/re-on-the-necessity-of-eventually-becoming-a-visible-presence/) - This is from a post on Visions of Alice forum: Quote used with permission. YGL wrote: Wed Mar 29, 2023 The irony of minority, repressed groups like us (and homosexuals a few decades back) is that most MAPs probably feel this way, i.e. they would be willing to come out (or at least be more
- [Why I blocked Pawoo on the fediverse.](https://amapin.love/2023/05/20/why-i-blocked-pawoo-on-the-fediverse/) - Why I blocked Pawoo on the fediverse. I am a minor-attracted person. And my life's calling is to serve the MAP community. But I don't base my whole personality on my attraction to children. Yes, I am on a social media account dedicated to MAPs, because I relate most to other MAPs. I can be
- [Children of War](https://amapin.love/2023/05/29/children-of-war/) - How do you not care what you're doing to these children? How can you attack this country of beautiful people? These children have done nothing wrong, yet they'll grow up to be traumatized for life by your actions. Some may never even make it to adulthood. What kind of a monster can justify this? What
- [Coping with my Influencer Status](https://amapin.love/2023/06/04/coping-with-my-influencer-status/) - When I was a child, my career goal was to be "on TV." I wanted to be famous, wanted to be a celebrity. Celebrities have it all, live a cool lifestyle, and their voice reaches a wide audience. But I never thought of the downsides of being famous. The constant attention, the scrutiny, the stalkers
- [Prayer of the MAP](https://amapin.love/2023/06/10/prayer-of-the-map/) - I speak peace and love. Acceptance and understanding. Health, prosperity, and power. I speak liberation from the forces that deny our right to love. I speak courage to stand against adversity. I speak all of this for MAPs and youth alike. I speak unity, and collaboration within the MAP community. I speak a revolution, our
- [Hardened Serenity](https://amapin.love/2023/03/20/hardened-serenity/) - O que será será. Whatever will be will be. I fear nothing on this earth. I can protect myself until the moment I can't. And when I no longer can, I'll look death in the eye and grin, because I'm at peace with myself. I only fear God.
- [Banned by Reddit for offering support to a MAP in crisis.](https://amapin.love/2023/06/16/banned-by-reddit-for-offering-support-to-a-map-in-crisis/) - A few days ago, I was directed to a Reddit post where someone was suicidal because they realized they were attracted to children. I created an account on Reddit and posted a reply with all sorts of resources to help. Next day, I log in, and I'm permabanned from that Subreddit. No reason given. I
- [Does she still love me?](https://amapin.love/2023/06/18/does-she-still-love-me/) - I'm always thinking about Lucy. Even three years after last seeing her. Yesterday, I imagined what if I seen her out at a store? What would she say? What would she do? Did her parents feed her society's narrative that I'm a monster, and change her opinion of me? Would she avoid me. Would she
- [MAPs Wanted for Study on Coping Strategies and Resiliance](https://amapin.love/2023/06/29/maps-wanted-for-study-on-coping-strategies-and-resiliance/) - A MAP In Love is supporting a new study conducted by Étienne Garant, a PhD student at the Université de Montréal in Quebec, Canada. The study seeks to better understand the challenges minor-attracted people face in their daily lives, and how they navigate them. Participation involves completing the questionnaire linked below, which includes questions about
- [Is minor attraction a sin in the Christian faith?](https://amapin.love/2023/08/07/is-minor-attraction-a-sin-in-the-christian-faith/) - Just wanna address a post directed at me about Christianity and minor attraction. Re: https://poa.st/notice/AYRNjHMZigTZpW1F Dear Bowsac Noodle, First: Let he who is without sin cast the first stone. Jesus hung out with the sinners: the prostitutes, the drunks, the corrupt tax collectors, etc. He didn't hang out with the Pharisees and the Sadducees. Please
- [Survey for women with a sexual interest in children](https://amapin.love/2023/08/08/survey-for-women-with-a-sexual-interest-in-children/) - A MAP In Love is endorsing this new survey for female MAPs by researcher April Coady at the University of Bath in the UK. Some of the questions are unclear, and some make assumptions about the actions of MAPs, however, it does provide a text box to explain your thoughts and provide feedback. This is
- [The Experiences of Hate and Social Exclusion among Adults Attracted to Children: A Qualitative Survey](https://amapin.love/2023/09/21/the-experiences-of-hate-and-social-exclusion-among-adults-attracted-to-children-a-qualitative-survey/) - A MAP In Love is endorsing this survey by Azadeh Nematy, a Ph.D. student in the Department of Psychiatry at Trinity College Dublin, Ireland. This research is part of her thesis, which is funded by the European Union. Her work is being supervised by Dr. Simon McCarthy-Jones, Associate Professor of Clinical Psychology and Neuropsychology, and
- [Katie's Legal Fund For Defamation Suit](https://amapin.love/2023/09/22/katies-legal-fund-for-defamation-suit/) - This community has given me so much, and I hate to ask for more. As you may know, I was targeted by an anti by the name of Seara Adair who is spreading false information about me. Either Seara or her cronies are still harassing me and my family. This isn't going to stop unless
- [I can no longer be complicit...](https://amapin.love/2023/10/07/i-can-no-longer-be-complicit/) - Welp. It looks like it's time to speak out. I've been contemplating how to go about this all day. Desmond Tutu once said, “If you are neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor." For too long, I've defended Newgon and given them a pass even amidst shitty behavior. I
- [Day of the Girl](https://amapin.love/2023/10/10/day-of-the-girl/) - October 11 is International Day of the Girl Child, On this day we should honor the girls we love, and remember the struggles that girls face, like bullying, body image issues, hunger, poverty, neglect, abuse, and sexual assault. We should also recognize that girls in other parts of the world face even more issues, such
- [How can such evil exist?](https://amapin.love/2023/10/12/how-can-such-evil-exist/) - I can't even comprehend something so evil, to slaughter, murder, and maim babies and children. My heart breaks for the stories, and images coming out of Israel right now. How can people be so evil? The most innocent, and vulnerable among us, slain in the most horrific and barbaric way. I'm in tears as I
- [A Brainstorm Rant...](https://amapin.love/2023/10/16/a-brainstorm-rant/) - I'm awake, when I should be in bed asleep. I'm just gonna brainstorm rant in the open here. It's not directed at anyone, or any specific group. This community (the whole MAP community, not just fedi, or specific forums) has a problem with activism, or a lack thereof. People are content with the fact that
- [Which youth charities would you like to donate to?](https://amapin.love/2023/11/16/which-youth-charities-would-you-like-to-donate-to/) - This poll is market research for potential future activism campaigns. It is a non-scientific poll.
- [Children's Charity?](https://amapin.love/2023/11/18/childrens-charity/) - I shared the poll about youth charities with a few MAP sites I frequent and got a lot of mixed reaction. I have received a few votes for organizations. I also received some negative feedback about these organizations, saying they're anti-MAP (claims I haven't verified). A few people are suggesting non-children's charities. I had one
- [I need to take a break...](https://amapin.love/2024/01/03/i-need-to-take-a-break/) - I need to take a break from the MAP Community. My mental health never completely recovered from the stressful events of last February and last summer. I've always been depressed, and anxious, but over the last few months I've become vengeful, chaotic, and numb. In the past month, I've hurt people who are close to
- [How dare you...](https://amapin.love/2024/01/08/how-dare-you/) - Since when is it ok to harass people for experiencing grief? Even if the grief seems to be extended and unreasonable to you, it's not to the person experiencing it. Reminiscing, and crying, over the loss of a relationship is not bragging. It's part of the healing process. When a loved one is taken out
- [On Uvalde...](https://amapin.love/2024/01/19/on-uvalde/) - On May 24, 2022, nineteen children, and two adults were brutally murdered by a heavily armed gunman at Robb Elementary in Uvalde, Texas. Local law enforcement arrived within three minutes of the gunman entering the school. Hundreds of law enforcement officers responded to the shooting, yet they stood outside the classroom doing nothing for 77
- [I Stand With Children campaign](https://amapin.love/2023/11/27/i-stand-with-children-campaign/) - With all the negativity in this world that affects children, I feel so powerless to change anything. That's why I've started the "I Stand With Children" campaign. I was originally inspired to do this because of the war between Israel and Hamas, and all the innocent people caught in the crossfire... I can't take sides,
- [Simple list of what the MAP community should be striving for](https://amapin.love/2023/12/07/simple-list/) - Over the years, many people in various MAP spaces have written long, detailed, papers and proclamations of what we should be striving for. While those are great to give us a foundation to base our activism on, many don't have the attention span to read these long proclamations. So I'm making a simple list of
- [Trans Rights are Human Rights](https://amapin.love/2024/03/01/trans-rights-are-human-rights/) - I recently received an unsolicited message asking if I would like to be interviewed about being a minor-attracted person. This would be a great opportunity to share my experience and insight into being a MAP, with an audience that is not generally supportive of MAPs. When vetting the interviewer, it became clear that their site
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/04/09/281/) - Yesterday, I seen her again. We went outside and drew on the sidewalk with chalk. A little later that evening, we were back inside and she came and sat on my lap. I wrapped my arms around her and held her for almost an hour. She was so soft, her hair in my face. She
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/03/18/285/) - I saw Lucy again today. She's so affectionate. I got love and cuddles pretty much the whole time I was there. She was playing with my phone taking funny selfies with me. When it was time to leave, she was so upset. Wrapped her arms and legs around me in protest. Took my arms and
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/03/06/287/) - I went over to my friends' house, and as soon as I came in Lucy came running to me, wrapped her arms around me and her legs around my leg. I bent down and kissed her forehead and hugged her. She asked me if I wanted to see her toy house that she was painting,
- [Reuniting with her in the afterlife](https://amapin.love/2018/07/20/reuniting-with-her-in-the-afterlife/) - I walked into the kingdom of heaven. Everything was clear and detailed. It was like my senses were magnified and I could see everything with such brilliance and intensity. I could breathe. Unlike before, it came with ease and felt so relaxing. I had energy, stamina and endurance. I sort of teleported as I walked.
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/24/82/) - Antis ask, “How do you fall in love with a child? How do you find them attractive?” But my question for the antis is: “How do you not?” When your best friend’s seven year old little girl says, “I wanna take you to Disney Land,” how does your heart not melt? Or when the Bruno
- [You ate my pot brownie...](https://amapin.love/2020/03/27/you-ate-my-pot-brownie/) - A fantasy: I’m babysitting Lucy. We’re hangin out. I had just eaten a pot brownie before she arrived. I made us some Mac n cheese, while she was in my bedroom. I take it in there and find her laying on my bed, big smile, eyes barely open. “You ate one of my brownies didn’t
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/04/05/132/) - Lucy: *playing Roblox, complaining about friends leaving the game* Katie: “I’ll never leave you though.” Lucy: *smiles* ❤️
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/03/29/134/) - The hardest thing for me as a MAP is giving Lucy space. I’m super clingy. I long for her affection and attention, but she doesn’t always want to give it. I have to remember that she’s her own person, and I’m one of many friends, and not her significant other. It’s hard sometimes.
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/03/22/136/) - Lucy’s my queen. I love her more than life itself. Her laugh makes me happy. Her cuddles make me feel safe and relaxed. I’d do anything for her.
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/08/12/271/) - I invited my friends over for dinner last night. They brought my little loves. We started playing music, and I was trying to get them to headbang with me. They wouldn't do it, and it devolved into both of them tackling me and pouncing on my back, as I screamed in somewhat fake agony. (Their
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/08/07/273/) - Last week, Lucy's mom called and said she was supposed to babysit our friend's daughter Annie, but couldn't pick her up from the bus stop, because she needed to be home when Lucy gets off the bus. She asked me to go pick up Annie. I got there, and Annie who is usually shy, completely
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/07/18/275/) - I got to see Lucy again today. We spent hours just sitting on the floor playing. While trying to be a cat, she kept trying to sit on my lap, and I got to wrap my arms around her and hold her many times throughout the day. Eventually we sat on the couch, and she
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/07/06/277/) - I seen my lovely Lucy twice today. I went over to their house and Lucy opened the door and let me in. Lucy and I ended up getting into a pillow fight, which was nice. I had to leave to do other things for several hours, and her parents looked like they had other things
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/04/14/279/) - We went to the beach today. We started off by walking along, collecting rocks and shells. I then asked Lucy to come and take a selfie with me. She started trying to get her butt in the picture (which was cute), but I told her I wanted a real selfie. She then sat next to
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/08/17/171/) - I just got home from work, I’m laying in bed, and I’m all emotional missing Lucy. What did I do to deserve this? How do you get over someone you love that is taken away from you? It’s not even like she was a girlfriend who dumped me, it’s her parents. How do you cope
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/08/12/177/) - Feeling lonely. Missing my favorite little love. I feel so empty without her. Why do I have to carry this burden of being a MAP? Occasionally finding love, only to lose it to misdirected hysteria. What did I do to deserve this?
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/04/19/185/) - Was hanging with some friends tonight, and we were doing karaoke. I was sitting next to Lucy, so I started singing “Just the Way You Are“ by Bruno Mars. I was singing to her, but I was trying not to be obvious about it. Her dad joined in and started singing it to me like
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/09/30/169/) - I’m in love with her. I love and care about her deeply. I know we’ll never be able to have a traditional romantic relationship, get married and grow old together. But I want to be her friend. Someone she can talk to. A shoulder to cry on. And I know someday, she’ll meet some boy...
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/08/21/175/) - Who do you think I love? Who says sweet little things like “You’re my BFF,” and “I wanna take you to Disney Land?” Who runs up and wraps her arms around me? Who sits on my lap and pulls my arms around her? How can you not fall in love with her? Duh! I just
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/10/08/267/) - Re: Is encouraging non-sexual physical contact abuse? It’s just two people who who enjoy each other’s company. Nothing wrong with that. Through my body language and actions, I let Lucy know that I’m open and welcoming to affection. She reciprocates that sentiment, and we have spent hours on end cuddling. We have a bond, and
- [I Felt Like Her Guardian Angel](https://amapin.love/2015/01/06/i-felt-like-her-guardian-angel/) - Today while driving home, I was at a stop light. On the radio was Israel Kamakawiwoʻole's "Somewhere Over The Rainbow." Next to me was a city transit bus. On that bus, next to a window was a beautiful little girl, probably about 4 years old. She had her head laid on the seat in front of her. She looked so peaceful, and
- [Christianity and Minor Attraction](https://amapin.love/2014/05/18/christianity-and-minor-attraction/) - Christianity is not incompatible with minor attraction. Contrary to popular belief, there is nothing in The Bible that forbids it. Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians 7:36 reads: “But if any man think that he behaveth himself uncomely toward his virgin, if she pass the flower of her age, and need so require, let him
- [Christianity, Temptation, and Child Love](https://amapin.love/2016/02/24/christianity-temptation-and-child-love/) - This was originally in reply to a MAP in distress who felt conflicted between their orientation and their Christian faith. As a human being and especially as a Christian, we're all going to be given temptation from time to time. We usually can't help the temptation that comes our way. Being tempted doesn't make you
- [A Purpose](https://amapin.love/2016/03/27/a-purpose/) - I lie here at night, wondering why the world is such a scary place. The hate and violence, they frighten me. The greed and famine, they depress me. The self-centeredness, it disappoints me. But she lies here next to me, snuggled in sweet slumber, nestled in my arms. She knows not the evils of this
- [A Kiss I'll Never Forget](https://amapin.love/2016/11/29/a-kiss-ill-never-forget/) - A story. A fantasy. I got to babysit my friend's 9 year old daughter. She's cute, slender and has dishwater blonde shoulder-length hair. We decided to have a slumber party and play Monopoly, so I brought out a bunch of pillows and blankets, and fixed us some popcorn. Halfway through our game, we started trying
- [So much more...](https://amapin.love/2017/04/04/so-much-more/) - Anytime I debate the merits of child love with someone outside of the community, they always direct the conversation towards sex. They are hung up on the sexual aspect of the relationship. Most people outside the community don't realize that we have genuine feelings for children. What I suggest is that we steer the conversation
- [Middle Fingers](https://amapin.love/2017/04/20/middle-fingers/) - New lyrics to the Missio song "Middle Fingers" I love little girlies Wouldn't hurt them I do swear People think I'm evil Middle fingers in the air I just want to cuddle And to show them that I care But you're a bunch of assholes Middle fingers in the air
- [What is a healthy relationship with a girl?](https://amapin.love/2017/05/27/what-is-a-healthy-relationship-with-a-girl/) - It's one that no matter what, when she's older, she never looks back with any sort of contempt. It's a lifelong friendship, even if that's all that it ever is or becomes. It's always putting her well-being above my own. It's filled with lots of hugs, cuddles, affection. It's mentoring and nurturing her to be
- [Imagine](https://amapin.love/2017/08/27/imagine/) - I'd like a world, filled with love for everyone. I kind of like the John Lennon song Imagine. That's probably the best description. If we could all love each other, I think it would all fall into place. We could even love across those arbitrary and imaginary age lines.
- [Awww, she knows my name...](https://amapin.love/2017/11/19/awww-she-knows-my-name/) - For the last week, J has pretty well wanted nothing to do with me. I've been so depressed and suicidal. I was at the grocery picking up a few things. Seen a little girl sitting in a cart not far from me. She was dressed and looked like a stereotypical millennial "basic white girl" you
- [My ideal situation:](https://amapin.love/2018/02/16/my-ideal-situation/) - A new neighbor moves in, a woman, slightly older than me. She is a single mother, with a twelve year old daughter. The mother and I become friends, and her daughter takes an interest in me. I work a 9-5 job (who am I kidding?). The mother works the night shift. We have dinner together
- [Why I'm a girl lover](https://amapin.love/2018/07/01/why-im-a-girl-lover/) - They're so innocent and pure, which means I can trust them to love unconditionally and never hurt me. I strive to be worthy of their love, yet they give it so freely. They're so sacred, that it would be an honor to have a relationship with them. I would love and protect them from everything,
- [My last customer](https://amapin.love/2018/07/13/my-last-customer/) - Today was my last day in a customer-facing position at my company. To finish the night, I had a grandmother and her three granddaughters. One was probably early 20s, but the other two were 10 and probably 13. The two younger girls were very pretty and had wonderful smiles. The 13 year old had brown
- [My experience at the 2018 B4U-ACT Symposium](https://amapin.love/2018/09/24/my-experience-at-the-2018-b4u-act-symposium/) - This was originally posted to the Visions of Alice forum. This past weekend, I traveled to Baltimore, Maryland, United States, to participate in the B4U-ACT 2018 Symposium: Expanding Focus. This was my first time attending such an event, and my first time meeting other self-proclaimed MAPs. Upon arriving at the conference center, I seen a
- [You Are Not Alone: A Look At Society's Pedophilia Stereotype](https://amapin.love/2019/04/24/you-are-not-alone-a-look-at-societys-pedophilia-stereotype/) - (This article appeared in Alice Lovers Magazine Issue 4, released April 24, 2019) I’ve known for a long time that I was a girl-lover. I’ve always found young girls to be desirable, on an emotional and physical level. I couldn’t explain these feelings and didn’t know why I felt that way. All I knew was
- [A MAP's Guide to Twitter](https://amapin.love/2019/06/09/a-maps-guide-to-twitter/) - This article is outdated and many things in here are no longer relevant. It's included here for archival purposes. A MAP's Guide to Twitter Twitter is a social network that is used for quickly disseminating news and ideas as well as conversing with others around the world, in a public timeline format of brief posts.
- [Proud to be a MAP](https://amapin.love/2019/06/30/proud-to-be-a-map/) - While being a MAP is a heavy burden to carry, there is an honor to it. One of my responsibilities as a MAP is to be a caretaker, protector, and advocate for children. While many people would do that out of a moral and societal obligation, I do it because it brings me joy. I
- [Freedom of Choice](https://amapin.love/2019/08/04/freedom-of-choice/) - I consider myself a “Freedom of Choice” MAP. I believe that everyone should have the right to full body autonomy and can choose who, when, how, and to what extent they wish to engage in a relationship, or to not engage in one, regardless of age. I believe that everyone including minors should be empowered
- [#1MAP](https://amapin.love/2019/08/14/1map/) - This is an open plea to the MAP community as a whole. No matter your ideology. No matter the age or gender you’re attracted to. No matter the extent of your attraction. No matter if you have never offended or you are a repentant past offender. We are one community. I think we can all
- [The 5 stages of MAP Grief](https://amapin.love/2019/08/20/the-5-stages-of-map-grief/) - Denial: “No I’m not a MAP.” Anger: (Overcompensating) “Those fucking horrible pedophiles!!” Bargaining: “Ok I’m a MAP, but I’m the only good one.” Depression: “Everyone hates me. I hate my life.” Acceptance: “I’m a MAP, and it’s a normal orientation.”
- ["Cuties" Review](https://amapin.love/2020/09/12/cuties-review/) - Overall, a good movie. I think it told the story quite well of Amy’s duality in trying to observe her conservative family’s traditions and explore the world and her own sexuality. Being a MAP, I found the girls attractive and the dances were certainly arousing. I felt a conviction that the girls were oversexualized and
- [](https://amapin.love/2017/11/18/70/) - The girl I love. I fell in love with her when I was 25, and she was 12. I had no bad intentions, and didn't act sexually with her. I just loved her. She was my companion, my friend, and she had a puppy love crush on me. How could I resist? She was beautiful,
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/03/14/293/) - And sure, things may suck now. But think of the last time things sucked. And sometime after that, you had a great moment, maybe even a girl moment. You never know when that's going to happen again. If anything. Keep living for the next moment.
- [](https://amapin.love/2017/10/23/297/) - I was at work, and I happened to notice a little girl as I walked by. She was about 5, looked to be light skinned mix race. Just so cute. I went to my desk, and pulled out a box of suckers, and asked the mother if the daughter could have one. She agreed, and
- [](https://amapin.love/2018/07/18/289/) - In reply to a MAP who was worried about a relationship going wrong. You can never choose who you fall in love with. Just like you can't force yourself to fall in love when the emotion isn't there. Love is a strange emotion. I think many of us here have gone through much of what
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/02/01/78/) - These last few days, I've been daydreaming about having a 9 year old girlfriend. She'd come over and hang out, playing video games and watching Netflix with me. I'd make us a good meal of comfort food. We'd laugh and joke and have a good time, like romantic besties (I'm going to use that phrase
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/03/20/80/) - There are 7 billion people in this world. People of all ages. How hard is it to believe that somewhere, someone’s soulmate might be a child?
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/30/149/) - I need your love I need your time When everything's wrong You make it right I feel so high I come alive I need to be free with you tonight I need your love Ellie Goulding - I Need Your Love
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/28/153/) - Do any of you ever have disaster fantasies? You imagine some sort of tragedy, and you are the hero saving someone’s life, often at the expense of your own? Rescuing kids from a burning orphanage. Tackling a shooter and taking bullets, to protect children. Using your body to shield a child during an earthquake, and
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/25/155/) - If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/11/157/) - I love you always forever Near and far closer together Everywhere I will be with you Everything I will do for you Donna Lewis - I Love You Always Forever
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/10/159/) - I'm feeling the way that I'm feeling myself Fuck everyone else Gotta remember that nobody's better than anyone else. I'm up off my knees, girl I'm face to face with myself And I know who I am Hello, my name is human Highly Suspect - My Name Is Human
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/10/161/) - Hey little one. I’m so scared of what this could have been. I know, that today I lost my only friend. My little one. Highly Suspect - Little One
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/09/163/) - Haters gonna hate. But Katie’s gonna Kate.
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/04/06/165/) - I just wanna be loved and cuddled. I just wanna lay out in the grass, looking up at the stars, holding hands with her. It’d be the most peaceful feeling in the world. Why is society so scared of that? What’s wrong with that? It’s just love. Pure love. 😭💔
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/05/30/146/) - Who is the most hated?
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/08/04/86/) - We’re here to protect children and make them happy. Unlike adult relationships, we don’t get to commit ourselves to one child. Over the years we’ll have multiple children whom we’ll meet and hopefully leave a positive impact on. But they’ll eventually outgrow us. But hopefully they’ll look back fondly on the time we shared. It’s
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/10/30/94/) - I cry when I see your picture. I want to give myself to you, be yours forever, but I know that we can never be together. So I watch from a distance. Ready to catch you if you fall. With only a friendly smile, before I let you continue on your way. I know my
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/05/03/98/) - There was a girl I used to fool around with when we were in high school. Her name was Chelsea. She lived with her mom, and dad was almost never around. She knew about my orientation. She told me she had a 10 year old half sister who lived with her dad. She said I
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/03/18/138/) - If we had our own channel for MAPs, we could have a game show called “Are You Hotter Than A Fifth Grader.” Probably wouldn’t work too well, because: No. you’re not hotter than a fifth grader.
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/03/09/140/) - I don’t need your permission to exist. #MAP #MAPPositivity
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/07/20/142/) - A wise Girl Lover once told me: our purpose is to be there for girls to help them grow before they move onto adulthood. It’s bittersweet.
- [](https://amapin.love/2019/07/06/144/) - 🎶 Some people call me a MAP Cowgirl. Some call me a lover of girls. Some people call me Yummy. Cause I speak on the pompatus of love. 🎶 Steve Miller Band - The Joker
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/04/16/183/) - Kinda bummed. I should be heading to Baltimore tomorrow for a B4U-ACT workshop and MAP meetup. Instead... staying home living that pandemic life. I was looking forward to seeing my friends, making new ones, meeting with mental health professionals and getting some crab soup. Sigh
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/08/08/179/) - I wish I could be honest in my Tinder profile: Probably won’t be too interested in you, but I’ll most likely fall in love with your daughters.
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/05/26/181/) - Yes I love her. I’d never hurt her. I shouldn’t even have to say that. That should be understood. I hate that we have to clarify that when we tell people we’re in love with children.
- [](https://amapin.love/2020/08/22/173/) - We can hang out, watch Disney movies, play with glitter makeup, eat pizza and cuddle on the floor. #IfOnly #MAPdating

## Pages

- [Contact](https://amapin.love/contact/) - Due to my declining health, my availability to the community will be reduced. Below are a list of my accounts in MAP spaces. My activity on these accounts will be sparse: Visions of Alice: YummyCuddles MAPSupport.de: @Katie MAP Rights Forum: KatieCruz B4um (B4U-ACT Forum): KatieCruz NNIA.cc: @Katie MAP-Union (Mu): KatieCruz FSTube: @Katie, @KatieCruz, @MAPMerchShop All
- [The Simple List](https://amapin.love/simple-list/) - Simple List of MAP Goals Build the MAP community, including reaching MAPs who are unaware of the community. Achieve protected class status. Access to compassionate, empathetic mental healthcare. Access to legal services. Remove "pedophilic disorder" from the DSM and ICD. Social justice - differentiating between rape/assault/coercion/violent crimes and statutory crimes. Social justice for minor MAPs,
- [The QR Project](https://amapin.love/qr/) - The QR Project is an inter-site campaign of the MAP community with the goal of reaching more MAPs and educating the public about minor-attraction. All participating sites will maintain a repository of beautiful AI-generated QR codes that link to their own individual sites. This is the repository for QRs that link to A MAP In
- [Who I Am](https://amapin.love/who-i-am/) - My name is Katie Cruz. I'm a girl on a journey trying to navigate this sometimes frightful, messed up world. I guess you can say I'm a cartographer. As a matter of fact, I'm a MAP. What's a MAP you ask? Well I'm a lot like everyone else. I enjoy music, and road trips, good
- [What is a MAP?](https://amapin.love/what-is-a-map/) - Minor Attracted Person is an umbrella term that encompasses pedophilia, an attraction to prepubescent children; hebephilia, an attraction to pubescent children; ephebophilia, an attraction to teens; and nepiophilia, an attraction to babies. Attraction doesn't equal action. One's feelings don't predicate that they will act illegally or immorally on their attraction. Minor attraction is an orientation,

## Categories

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- [ALM](https://amapin.love/tag/alm/)
- [Alice Lovers Magazine](https://amapin.love/tag/alice-lovers-magazine/)
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- [Puellula](https://amapin.love/tag/puellula/)
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- [Stephenie Meyer](https://amapin.love/tag/stephenie-meyer/)
- [nostalgia](https://amapin.love/tag/nostalgia/)
- [ethos](https://amapin.love/tag/ethos/)
- [Stonewall](https://amapin.love/tag/stonewall/)
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- [Progressive](https://amapin.love/tag/progressive/)
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- [vulnerable](https://amapin.love/tag/vulnerable/)
- [humanity](https://amapin.love/tag/humanity/)
- [NTU](https://amapin.love/tag/ntu/)
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- [Self Acceptance](https://amapin.love/tag/self-acceptance/)
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- [The Mirror Project](https://amapin.love/tag/the-mirror-project/)
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- [Somewhere Over The Rainbow](https://amapin.love/tag/somewhere-over-the-rainbow/)
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- [YGL](https://amapin.love/tag/ygl/)
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- [Prayer](https://amapin.love/tag/prayer/)
- [Genocide](https://amapin.love/tag/genocide/)
- [Université de Montréal](https://amapin.love/tag/universite-de-montreal/)
- [Étienne Garant](https://amapin.love/tag/etienne-garant/)
- [University of Bath](https://amapin.love/tag/university-of-bath/)
- [April Coady](https://amapin.love/tag/april-coady/)
- [Female MAPs](https://amapin.love/tag/female-maps/)
- [Azadeh Nematy](https://amapin.love/tag/azadeh-nematy/)
- [Trinity College Dublin](https://amapin.love/tag/trinity-college-dublin/)
- [Legal Fund](https://amapin.love/tag/legal-fund/)
- [Day of the Girl](https://amapin.love/tag/day-of-the-girl/)
- [Girl Power](https://amapin.love/tag/girl-power/)
- [GirlPower](https://amapin.love/tag/girlpower/)
- [hamas](https://amapin.love/tag/hamas/)
- [evil](https://amapin.love/tag/evil/)
- [OurStonewallIsComing](https://amapin.love/tag/ourstonewalliscoming/)
- [Children's Charity](https://amapin.love/tag/childrens-charity/)
- [Non-Profit](https://amapin.love/tag/non-profit/)
- [Self Care](https://amapin.love/tag/self-care/)
- [Uvalde](https://amapin.love/tag/uvalde/)
- [Gun Law Reform](https://amapin.love/tag/gun-law-reform/)
- [Robb Elementary](https://amapin.love/tag/robb-elementary/)
- [Protect Our Children](https://amapin.love/tag/protect-our-children/)
- [Contact Stances](https://amapin.love/tag/contact-stances/)
- [I Stand With Children](https://amapin.love/tag/i-stand-with-children/)
- [Simple List](https://amapin.love/tag/simple-list/)
- [Trans Rights](https://amapin.love/tag/trans-rights/)
- [Trangender](https://amapin.love/tag/trangender/)
- [Volunteer](https://amapin.love/tag/volunteer/)
- [Complacency](https://amapin.love/tag/complacency/)
- [Depression](https://amapin.love/tag/depression/)
- [Reduxx](https://amapin.love/tag/reduxx/)
- [MAPmisia](https://amapin.love/tag/mapmisia/)
- [anti-MAP](https://amapin.love/tag/anti-map/)
- [TERF](https://amapin.love/tag/terf/)
- [MAP Union](https://amapin.love/tag/map-union/)
- [Mu](https://amapin.love/tag/mu/)
- [VERY](https://amapin.love/tag/very/)
- [Aak Me Anything](https://amapin.love/tag/aak-me-anything/)
- [MEDAL](https://amapin.love/tag/medal/)
- [Bodily Autonomy](https://amapin.love/tag/bodily-autonomy/)
- [Injustice](https://amapin.love/tag/injustice/)
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