I was recently asked a few questions…
1. How did I get comfortable being a public MAP?
Years of being in the MAP community. Years of philosophy. I know who I am, and I know what I’m not. No one can take that away from me.
2. What’s it like being out and a public figure?
Lonely. I’ve lost friends, I’ve lost family, I’ve lost the girl I love. The older I get, the more jaded and reclusive I become. I’ve been let down so much in this life… I’ve become numb to it all. You can say I take a masochistic sarcastic pleasure in everything that’s thrown at me. I guess you can call it “hardened serenity.”