A blog by Katie Cruz
This longing hurts. That’s what I’ve done most of my life. Longing for Lucy. Longing for the perfect girl in my head. Longing for whatever little girl I encountered for a brief moment in time. I spend years longing for girls that are out of reach. And what I’m doing now is probably the same.
Antis and nons always talk about a power imbalance, and question our role in a relationship. “How can you be a lover, a friend, and a guardian at the same time?” Do we have to define it? Why can’t it just be what it is? It’s not a traditional relationship. It’s unique to MAPs. What
Re: New Discovery+ TV series to catch paedophiles “Undercover Underage” If people are still stupid enough to try to meet minors online… they kinda deserve what they get. Low hanging fruit. Fuck around and find out.
I’ve always felt that if the world could understand us, we wouldn’t be persecuted, we wouldn’t be feared, and we could interact with the ones we’re attracted to, freely. Cause if people understood, they would have no problem with us.
In reply to a MAP who was just coming to terms with their orientation. A lot of MAPs were in denial about their orientation, and some were antis. Before I accepted myself, I thought all pedophiles were bad. I said all sorts of anti-pedophile stuff, almost as a form of overcompensation. We all have our
Focus on the romantic and emotional side of the orientation, not so much the sexual side. Humanize us. We want the same thing everyone else wants. We care deeply about the people we’re attracted to. It’s about love and not just sex. For a lot of us, it’s not about sex at all. Love is
Occasionally I meet an adult woman that I find myself attracted to. Usually it’s because she has some teen or childlike characteristic, whether physical or personality-wise. It’s very rare, and I still consider myself exclusively attracted to girl children.
Should we defend LGBTQ people’s status in society if they condemn us? While being a MAP doesn’t make one LGBTQ, there are a lot of people who are LQBTQ who are also MAPs. I for one am a lesbian along with being a MAP. And I know several trans and queer MAPs as well. So
I think Matt Gaetz is a douche for many reasons. But having a consensual relationship with a 17 year old is not one of them. A 17 year old is far from a child. Now if it came out that it wasn’t consensual, then throw the book at him.
Re: Is encouraging non-sexual physical contact abuse? It’s just two people who who enjoy each other’s company. Nothing wrong with that. Through my body language and actions, I let Lucy know that I’m open and welcoming to affection. She reciprocates that sentiment, and we have spent hours on end cuddling. We have a bond, and
