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It’ll be 8 years before she’s 18. I don’t know if I’ll see her again before she’s 18, or even after. Am I delusional to wait for her for that long, with no guarantee we’ll end up together in the end? I really don’t wanna be with anyone else, though.

It’s been a year and a half since I last seen her. But the pain I feel is still heavy. I don’t know how to move on, or get over her. It’s not like we ended on bad terms. Her family just pulled us apart. 😢

Added Lucy as a beneficiary to my life insurance policy. Put a clause in my will that if she’s under 18 at the time of my demise, it will go into a trust fund that her parents can’t touch. That way they don’t smoke all of her money away, and maybe she can do betterContinue reading

I’m in love with her. I love and care about her deeply. I know we’ll never be able to have a traditional romantic relationship, get married and grow old together. But I want to be her friend. Someone she can talk to. A shoulder to cry on. And I know someday, she’ll meet some boy…Continue reading

I just got home from work, I’m laying in bed, and I’m all emotional missing Lucy. What did I do to deserve this? How do you get over someone you love that is taken away from you? It’s not even like she was a girlfriend who dumped me, it’s her parents. How do you copeContinue reading

Feeling lonely. Missing my favorite little love. I feel so empty without her. Why do I have to carry this burden of being a MAP? Occasionally finding love, only to lose it to misdirected hysteria. What did I do to deserve this?

Was hanging with some friends tonight, and we were doing karaoke. I was sitting next to Lucy, so I started singing “Just the Way You Are“ by Bruno Mars. I was singing to her, but I was trying not to be obvious about it. Her dad joined in and started singing it to me likeContinue reading

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