A blog by Katie Cruz
Overall, a good movie. I think it told the story quite well of Amy’s duality in trying to observe her conservative family’s traditions and explore the world and her own sexuality. Being a MAP, I found the girls attractive and the dances were certainly arousing. I felt a conviction that the girls were oversexualized and
We can hang out, watch Disney movies, play with glitter makeup, eat pizza and cuddle on the floor. #IfOnly #MAPdating
Who do you think I love? Who says sweet little things like “You’re my BFF,” and “I wanna take you to Disney Land?” Who runs up and wraps her arms around me? Who sits on my lap and pulls my arms around her? How can you not fall in love with her? Duh! I just
I just got home from work, I’m laying in bed, and I’m all emotional missing Lucy. What did I do to deserve this? How do you get over someone you love that is taken away from you? It’s not even like she was a girlfriend who dumped me, it’s her parents. How do you cope
Feeling lonely. Missing my favorite little love. I feel so empty without her. Why do I have to carry this burden of being a MAP? Occasionally finding love, only to lose it to misdirected hysteria. What did I do to deserve this?
I wish I could be honest in my Tinder profile: Probably won’t be too interested in you, but I’ll most likely fall in love with your daughters.
Yes I love her. I’d never hurt her. I shouldn’t even have to say that. That should be understood. I hate that we have to clarify that when we tell people we’re in love with children.
There was a girl I used to fool around with when we were in high school. Her name was Chelsea. She lived with her mom, and dad was almost never around. She knew about my orientation. She told me she had a 10 year old half sister who lived with her dad. She said I
Was hanging with some friends tonight, and we were doing karaoke. I was sitting next to Lucy, so I started singing “Just the Way You Are“ by Bruno Mars. I was singing to her, but I was trying not to be obvious about it. Her dad joined in and started singing it to me like
Kinda bummed. I should be heading to Baltimore tomorrow for a B4U-ACT workshop and MAP meetup. Instead… staying home living that pandemic life. I was looking forward to seeing my friends, making new ones, meeting with mental health professionals and getting some crab soup. Sigh