It’s not fair. I saw new pics of her today. She’s growing up. Without me. She’s got boobs now. Looks like her mom. So fuckin beautiful. And I just don’t understand why I can’t be in their lives. Why I can’t be in her life? It’s not fair. I’m so lost.
Imprinting
“It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s
The children we lost in Uvalde
I’m sick. I’m in tears. I’m angry that the most innocent among us can be taken in such a heinous, and violent way. That this has become so prevalent in America. Remember their names. This link is to a Twitter thread with names and pictures of the victims. This thread will be dedicated to the
When will it be enough?
When will it be enough? How many children have to die until we finally take action? How long will we be complicit with gun violence? Better background checks. Red Flag laws. Better mental healthcare access. Hold gun manufacturers accountable. Whatever needs to be done, should be done to PROTECT OUR CHILDREN!
Jealousy
I don’t wanna be the jealous, possessive type. But I’m very protective of the little girls in or who have been in my life. I get angry when I see threats, real or perceived, toward my relationships. I don’t make sexual comments about other people’s loved girls. And I have no desire to interfere in
Re: Coming out to someone.
Re: Coming out to someone. I know often when we first come to the realization that we’re MAPs, we want to come out to the world and get it off of our chest. I know several MAPs who have felt that way, myself included. I made the mistake of coming out to everyone I knew
The last time we were together, Lucy karaoked “Jester” by Badflower. I just watched the music video to that song, and between the lyrics and the plot of the video, and me associating that song with Lucy, it’s so heart-wrenching.
Korephilia
I learned a new term today. Korephilia is often described as the female equivalent to pederasty – women who love girls, and often have maternal/romantic feelings for them. I guess that describes me. It’s a badge I’ll wear proudly. And thus I’ve created a symbol for it. It takes inspiration from the GLogo. I call
I had met another female MAP on Twitter last year. Her name was Alyssa. She was out to the world, sharing pictures of herself with GLogo earrings. She was hella cool, down to earth, and I can tell she had good intentions when it comes to children. Very wise beyond her years. And then like
I was watching Justice League a little bit ago. There’s a scene where The Flash saves this family who’s vehicle stalled while they were trying to escape from danger. He has a moment with this little girl. Couldn’t speak much of her language, but he awkwardly said hi to her. I know it wasn’t intended