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I wish I could know whether we’ll end up together in the end, or if she’ll move on without me. Without this closure, I’m stuck in limbo, unable to move on, myself. The odds aren’t in my favor. They never are. I hate this.

It’ll be 8 years before she’s 18. I don’t know if I’ll see her again before she’s 18, or even after. Am I delusional to wait for her for that long, with no guarantee we’ll end up together in the end? I really don’t wanna be with anyone else, though.

I’ve always felt that if the world could understand us, we wouldn’t be persecuted, we wouldn’t be feared, and we could interact with the ones we’re attracted to, freely. Cause if people understood, they would have no problem with us.

Gorgeous girlie in Paraguay, I long for your love. Your smile is infectious. Your sense of wonder is alluring. I want to feel your arms around me. I want to take in the world from your perspective. Could it be that a kindred spirit lives so far away. Gorgeous girlie from Paraguay

It’s been a year and a half since I last seen her. But the pain I feel is still heavy. I don’t know how to move on, or get over her. It’s not like we ended on bad terms. Her family just pulled us apart. 😢